The Lies I Live By.

There is no denying that I will miss you, but I can’t let your mistakes ruin my life. I love you, and that’s not past tense. I didn’t mean any of the things that you had no way of hearing. I was angry, I was sad, and I was alone. But now I’m calm, I’m happy, and I’m loved. So I am sorry I said those things. Finally after all these years I can say your name without crying or shuttering. So Suz it’s time. It’s time I stood up and lived a life I can be proud of and one that you could look down and smile upon.  It’s time for me to let you go, Suz. You were the best sister a boy could ask for and I mean that, but it’s finally time for me to say, goodbye. I love you.